The idk thoughts and feelings

Too many things to deal with. Idk, can I handle them?
Im living in the real life and 00KST life. Im trying to more focus in the real life, strunggling more, studying harder

I will not talk about the 00KST life (but I post this in label 00KST lol). I just want to write what are on my mind

Today, no,
Start from about two weeks ago, I often have mood swing
Sometimes i feel happy, sad, disappointed, flat(?) etc
But lately idk what's going on with myself
I often curse myself
y? because I think, I just cant handle what I have to handle(?)
Too many things that idk what I have to do with them

Homeworks, group project, presentation, final project(final huh?), organization,

Finance crisis(?)

And some little problems maybe.......?

Now, now Im thinking, wondering(heol) y I cant write down all things in my mind

Wait
.
Idk what words I have to write
WHYYYY
WHATS GOING ON WITH MYSELF

I have so many thoughts but why i just cant write them all



02.28
my head is spinning